Feels so strange...

I've got my own life principle: If there's an opportunity explore it to the maximum! As if not.. you lose it forever...
Like that i'm for a very long time...
i've been doing so many things to acttually get what i wanted... I GOT that.. but... looks like i'm not mature enough to decide. I'm not that strong as i pretend...

It was a complete mess arround my decision: shall i go or shall i not!

When you realise that 'coz of your decision the whole future life is about to change! And you never know what might be afterwords. Like it was one year ago...
I gues i just got a bit afraid as that was a bit difficult for me to actually digest all that previous experience.

Now when there's a final NO... i don't want to regret about having done something or not having done!

My God.. i hope all is for good... All is for good...

God bless me...

Moi lyubimyi stih :)

Mishka-Mishenka medved,
nauchi menya perdet :)))

ya plakala :)

Still "Hungry"...

what do we mean by mature decisions?
what do we mean by "to stay hungry"?
Are there any dots connection?

When you are not particularly aware of what you are and where you're leading to... and you're still "hungry"
I just feel happy today that i know where i'm leading! Though i'm still "Hungry"!!!