What the F..K!

Really I truly want this year 2006 to finish! I'm so stuck here!
When there's an opportunity … It looks like it's not working out or takes too much time, then there's another option that vanish by itself leaving just the reflection of my progress. But why?????
But after all looks like there are much more other opportunities shall I try or shall I not - the choice is mine.
Am I thinking to much? Kurva, I'm not doing anything!!! Sitting totally idle!
Hope all this is for the better! This is my learning curve and this is just the transition stage to something greater.